WHY?

Finally after so many months I felt happy that I had friends by my side. People I could share anythings with, people around whom I felt happy. One of them was Nishita. One gem of a person, so simple yet glamorous in her own ways. Her b'day falls on the 10th of May. She once told me for her this day is the biggest day the year, but unfortunately this year she is not as excited about it. Coz not many of her friends are with her in Delhi, so I decided to make this B'day special for her. I asked all her friends to make video for her and send it to me so that I can compile than and then show it to her. I made plans to visit her in Delhi and give her a surprise.

The visit was very important for me, so inspite of obstacles like not getting tickets, food posioning et al I managed to reach Delhi, only because I wanted to give a suprise to the person who supported me at all times.

So finally I reached to her treat where she was with her friends, instead of being surprised she got shocked to see me. But its ok, its very natural.But during the course of being with her I felt she was not so happy with me turning up and I was feeling ignored. So after reaching at Shrey's place I decided to leave for Indore the very next morning. I left Delhi, the place I had so much memories attached and went home.

but she ignored me, and is continuing to ignore me till date, i cant understand why? What wrong I did....

Again I am facing the question, what did I do to see all this. Why cannot I find happiness.... why do people start hating me after some time. I guess there is something wrong with me only.